WhAt a WeEK........ X [

alright.. i'm back to normal blogging.. enuff about e gahmen, so tough to write in that language... hahaha....

i'am totally shagged out le... friday, sat, sun, mon work...

beginning to feel the strain... i jus fall aslp so easily these days... even overslept on e bus to clementi that day to sch... haha din even play dota with my frens for sooo long.....

today went to work after my econs test too... just keep working everyday last wkend.... din even hav time to study 4 my test properly... REALLI VERY SAD... going to score badly... i realli did study... so tired when i reach home everyday... but i forced myself to sit there n complete the tutorials... 3 days.. n i was so happy to go for the test... so proud of myself... but, the test came out Constant return to scale. and i studied eveything except that! my god... wtf? i did all the questions except crs bcos i was so tired n cant possibly cover evry crook n cranny.. tot it wun be so suay come out... i tel u.. tis time... i just feel like bang wall...

mum even ask me why do i hav to go work on mon... how can i not work when shes the only one working in the family? i'm 22, i sldn b taking money from her anymore... i wan to stand by this principle... altho sometimes.. the 'ku' is not something everybody wil understand... ppl who experience it will noe... even.. i think i will just cold turkey myself from cigarettes soon.. die den die.... the saddest thing tis wk is i studied so hard for test... so disappointed with myself.... i really hate tis feeling...

hope i can pull myself up...

ThE GaHmEn

when it comes to serious blogging.. u must talk serious stuff.. like, why i'm working at the turf club.. why i'm coughing like hell, when all i wan to do is to reduce my smoking habit. why the cat below my flat gives me the cold stare, all i wan to do is quickly go home and bathe.. i got very serious stuff to blog right.. all these very serious.. things i cannot understand.. The 'ba chor mee' man, why his stall got cctv. hard to esprain.

nowadays got this 183 club, they say u buy their cd got give u one umbrella. i go ask the person, he say umbrella finish. ppl buy cd or wan to hav umbrella. i dun know. now the bands v funny. some 5566 can become 183, later 7 flower some dunno come from where. 1 person can 2 band group.

singapore gahmen is fuck. 7% gst, i go restaurant eat must pay 10% sc. i eat 100 dollar must pay 117. this money gahmen say give to poor. den why poor also must pay 7% gst? to better compensate poor, dun need increase gst. stupid gahmen can income tax the fucking rich one, like those who 1 yr, earn more than 1 million, tax him 40 percent. he need so much money for wat? he can throw money in the wishing well, every min throw 1 dollar continuously, if he dun nid slp la. throw for 1 yr, still got left.

tat time, election i vote sda, gahmen dulan. i ord, they lost my ic. say cannot find. i enlist into army that day, i say i lost ic can anot. sure gimme 10 day pieh inside db. now, they lost my ic, i must say plz find for me. cannot even hav freedom to vote. still wan to put geitai say democracy here n there. i ord, come out. i got mya ma cert. can do wat? they say can become taxi uncle. 22 yrs old how to apply? mummy ask me go take degree. got degree mayb can drive mercedes taxi. more high class. auto gear somemore.

my sociology teacher say, ppl in the society are actors. i think gahmen is actually the real tcs in disguise. the pm n mm is the master. the tay ping hui they all just cover nia. now u noe why gomez kana the 'gotcha' when he submit form. excellent angle somemore. angle 48.39 degree ok. dun play play. teacher say singapore gahmen pay themself highest pay in the world. cos dun wan them to be corlub. but highest pay, likedat is corlub openly wat. legal wan. never break any law ok. they like help the poor, donate their pay out better. they need so much money for wat. lao lee already so old, save so much money go hell still must buy mercede, live bungalow den song is it. ppl always think singapore gahmen gd. all these propaganda nia. no competition from opposition, all relac liao. all go turf club bet horse, corlub liao. got money bet horse, say so much wan to help poor.

some ppl buy the Lky book. for wat? u write book, u will write last time in sch lao sai on pants, den let teacher chase out of class meh. all write how cool, handsome, fit lor. still got wat. buy liao den u kiao ka, xialan at home for wat.

'gahmen'
the end.

Turf CluB killS

well... ever since working in the turf club, i find that i have to blog... haha... the thought of, 'if i find my father there, i will chain him in the house' kinda of feeling.. haha. but seriously... Warning: horse betting kills. the ah peks a.k.a PUNTERS, they really bet n shout until they faint..

n still he get on his feet to continue to bet again.. i haerd from an auntie that got once someone had a heart attack when his horse won. god. and... they spit everywhere in this air conditioned room.... they will go grawwwh... n puiii. RIGHT in front of my counter. on the floor. me n syl was like eeeyerrrrrr..... argh...

why must horse betting be introduced in singapore? i really dun understand.. as if weekly 4Ds n Toto isnt enuff. now ppl like the ah peks are horse betting, soccer betting, On top of weekly 4Ds n Toto. after that, at ard 7pm, after the horse races ended, they will go to the kopitiam for beer. bottles n bottles of them. just how much money they spent on all these? the races usually are on wed, fri, sat sun, at 11am noon to 7pm... sometimes strecthing to 10.30pm. and some of the ah peks enter the outlet from the first min to the end.

so, its safe to presume they r either unemployed or retired. dun they know their wives n children need them? would so love to spend time together? like me? that how i wished my father would stay less at e singapore pool outlet(2-3hrs. i heng already, very gd liao ok!), n spend more time with my mum? duhz. i am lucky, although i hate my father's soccer betting ways.. at least he dun horse bet. whew. at least for now. okie, whine enuff le.. go continue study account test le... haha

"Character is not something you are born with, and, must take responsibility for forming."